Chivalry

So here I am, 21 years old and in school. Something about myself, I'm impatient, I like gum, and I see flaws in myself. Every. Single. Day.

So as you can imagine being negative can be a pain in the rear. As I've read before in articles that confidence is sexy, I agree, it is. But I just can't seem to have any. If you knew how I grew up, being the awkward, nerdy, not-the-most-skinniest, girl. You can just imagine, right? Good. Now lets talk Disney, you'll see where I'm heading into this in just a little bit. Beautiful characters, most unlikely stories, and in the end, a handsome prince, who those lucky princesses get to marry. Lucky them.

Ok, now to the fun part, I don't know if I'm a believer in "The One" just yet, there's no guy that has proven me wrong on that account yet in my personal experience. But I do believe and hope, that there will be someone in my life who I can share my love to someday. I have friends who are in happy, healthy relationships and I am so very happy for them. So my preamble leads to this: the other day I was walking to school, going to my dreaded math class, when I saw a couple walking, hand in hand when the guy stopped, bent down to pick up one, single budding flower from the ground, and give it to his girlfriend. The moral of the story is: hope and patience, what I saw on that beautiful sunny day was great, it gives me hope that someday, that will happen to me. Not now though, which I'm ok with, but someday...

Maybe chivalry isn't dead after all.

"If something is not happening for you it does not mean it's never going to; it just means that you're not ready for it yet."